1. |
sunrise drive
02:17
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sunrise drive,
didn't really feel alive
close my eyes,
saw the same thing outside
i rest my head and i think to myself "oh my god, oh my god i've become my own hell
morbid things that i think to myself
like cutting my ties and destroying my health
like pushing away,
the smell of decay
like becoming a ghost or a book on the shelf
staring through the window to the hallway
slip away into the doorway
fall into another freeway
but i don't care anyway
grind my teeth until i'm bleeding
flatline by the seaside
something seems to ache for calmness,
something longs for a car crash
sunrise drive,
i think i might die
on a drive to a place that you know that i'll hate
and i'm trying, i'm trying, i'm trying each day
but my spit always seems to fly back in my face
is this all that i know ?
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2. |
falling asleep
03:00
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hey
i'm okay
push and pull and ask and i retract
cut in half
it's not that deep
fall asleep
hide,
'cause i might
just say something dumb that i don't like
but it's fine
it's okay
not awake
not awake
making out with all of my self doubt
on a highschool party couch
and it stings,
my body underneath,
the thought of having to think
curse how quiet i can be
soaked in apathy
i'd rather be asleep
cold hands counting stars
wish i was that far
don't wanna be anything
i don't wanna think
don't wanna be anything
i just want to sleep
curse how quiet i can be
as loud as a stone in the sea
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3. |
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i wish the world would stop for you and me
i wish the world would stop so we could breathe
i wish we had everything we could need
instead of always feeling so empty
'cause if you take your life
that might be my excuse to take mine
and nothing ever helps you feel just right
not pills or medication to heal your mind
so give it time
give it time
give it time
and i don't mind
when you call me crying late at night
i said it's fine
i don't mind
smoking,
hoping
you'll feel less numb
you sang sad songs with me
'cause you know what it's like to bleed
you sang sad songs with me 'cause you know
you sing sad songs like me
cause you know what it's like to bleed
you sing sad songs like me cause you know
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4. |
fireworks and rain
01:21
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i'm setting my room on fire just to see what it looks like
orange and red reflects from the mirror in front of my bed
existence feels so long like an endless walk in the dark
holding on to spaces in between seconds trying to grasp it
head on the floor,
how i adore their conversations through the wood
the fireworks and rain
it feels the same as everyday
it feels the same as everyday
it feels the same as everyday
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5. |
noticed, ignored
03:11
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outbursts of silent sadness slip out
ever so slightly
like a crack in a dam
and your feet are getting wet
call me moody
call me too quiet
call me depressed
call me melancholy
call it like it is
tell me who you think i am
you never lie
your intuition is almost always right
and you said you've noticed
i know that you've noticed
you told me over breakfast you think i've been doing drugs
well don't give me any ideas
but i don't blame you
'cause i know how i am
i know how i get
i know sometimes i don't think there's a reason to get out of bed
said you've noticed
you've finally noticed
so wrap me up
ship me away
to a foreign, foggy coast that has no name
'cause you've noticed noticed
you've finally noticed
and the worst part about you noticing,
is that you did nothing
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6. |
on a cloud
03:32
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standing on the sidelines
looking through the glass
so close,
so far,
so close,
never apart
i hate the people i could never be
i hate this longing
i hate you and me
on top of a mountain,
the highest peak
so far away,
but i still see everything
i'm on a cloud
all by myself
i'm on a cloud
and i'm not coming down
sitting silent
staring out
all i want is to feel here now
i'll live forever in a haze
foggy and always out of place
i'm on a cloud
all by myself
i'm on a cloud
and i'm not coming down
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maybe you'd love me if i was somebody else
maybe you'd love me if i was somebody else
maybe you'd try, just give me a chance
i wanna touch your hands
but i am who i am
and i wanna change that
but i can't
i didn't ask for this
push it deeper under my skin
maybe you're scared
maybe you just don't care
and i could swear,
with my head on your shoulder then
you thought about it,
i know you did
and you say you think i'm great
and i say "thanks"
by the water, by the fire, in the garden
i liked you there
in the photos i look over and over at
it seems like you could love me there
maybe you'd love me in a different body
maybe in disguise
with nobody's eyes but mine and yours
i would be so sure
to clear all of your confusion
or maybe just add more to it
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8. |
coffin clothes
02:13
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and now you're dead
but in a fashionable way
you always said that you'd end up this way
and though you're pale
your hair still looks the same
all sleek and shiny
like it did at parties, yeah
your coffin clothes they look so nice
they look way better than mine do in this life
your coffin clothes they fit you fine
just like they did when you were alive
and at your funeral
i sat in the back because i didn't want them to see me laugh
and it's so funny now
that you're dead in the ground
because i never wanna, never wanna see you around
your coffin clothes they look so nice
they look way better than mine do in this life
your coffin clothes they fit you fine
just like they did when you were a ive
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9. |
untitled 15
01:53
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i'm not afraid to die
i'm not afraid of death
i'm not scared to get shot in the head
but really makes me shake in my skin is if
will i go to heaven, will i go to hell ?
forever
or is there nothing and it doesn't even matter
will i go to heave, will i go to hell ?
forever
or should i just kill myself
'cause it goes on and on and on and on and on
yeah it goes on and on and on and on
and it goes on and on and on and on and on
it can't hurt that bad like the bible says
it can't burn that bad if i'm already dead
i wore the cross i read the book
i prayed to god, give me a second look
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10. |
wylmoor & lindsey
04:02
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i will live and die in the same town
i'll never get out
i don't know how
clasp that american dream
the one with set routine
these days are just a blur,
not worth much to me
and i'm thinking
what the hell is college for ?
a better house and sturdy floor boards
and doors that don't creak so loud when you try to leave
lindsey and wylmoor behind
i know it's gonna take some time
to say goodbye
a spot on a map
asphalt under my feet
walking around and there's no one to meet
stealing colors from everybody
tryna make something mean something to me
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